One floor separation
Years of tormented recollection
colliding against the force
of a pure moment
of uninterrupted reprieve.
Exchanging glances with the windows
that sealed away
a past of hurt
a murder of innocence
restored only years later
when the blood that was shed
was finally accepted
in its fullness.
Now a testimony of glory
felix culpa
I sit in this state
knowing it is made new.
What once was
is now redeemed
as the heat billows upward
gently gliding across my face.
May the light of your face burn ever brighter upon me.
My mind was and is
my greatest battlefield
a place where I’ve been slain
many times
and where you
picked me up
piece by piece
putting me back together.
Your sacred nature
invades my temporal space.
Silencing bitter voices
laying abuse to rest
and stealing back what
hell took.
Crawling in muck and filth
you were the hands that reached out
and made me more than broken
used
damaged parts.
You knit me together far more than just once.
That room sang of loss and hurt.
Years of contempt
and betrayal.
It now sings that my redeemer lives.
And now,
I sit here.
One floor separation.
Drinking a cup of peace.